Revolting against nature...
might be absurd Nature punishes revolters Giving in often has a negative connotation But in this case... Natural way of living... Once lost, forever lost
I wish my native language was something else
Both Japanese and Korean are 'nuanced' (flavored) languages I don't like that trait Maybe nuanced languages have their advantages I don't know whether those are more 'developed' or not I prefer factual languages
Death is nothing better than life
Schopenhauer was right He didn't advocate suicide I saw a YouTube comment saying "Life is just a 80 or so year interruption from the void." Well... Its validity depends on what it implies...but I don't want to draw a line There is no escape Death is nothing better than life and, vice versa
Understanding an idea and starting an idea from within
are two different things It is Newton, who invented calculus (or Leibniz, whatever), versus an undergraduate student who understands calculus
I've never seen any 'proactively' good-hearted person
A proactively good person should feel guilty of not doing more 'plus' to others Not doing plus is doing minus in a sense Our judicial system, and most people's conscience don't work that way They assume the existence of 0 Greater than 0, it is plus, and it's okay Less than 0, it is minus, and it's not okay I understand the necessity of 0 in order to avoid chaos But, I, as an individual, don't need to acknowledge 0 0 is for society Every day, every minute, every passing second, there's a chance to do more plus to others, unless we're already exerting full potential, which is actually impossible Therefore, in a sense, we do minus to others The world would not say you're guilty Nobody would say you're guilty So, should you feel relieved? ... ...
Now I feel like forgiving mean people
They also are damaged souls in this apathetic world How can I blame them How can I expect them to be sane with all the battering of life
This fine old world keeps spinning around
Therefore it's too early (for us) to be fixated And always will be too early Always remember this
The most brutal and inevitable fact I am struggling to accept is
'Happiness is not easy to find. It's very difficult to find it in yourself — and impossible to find anywhere else.' -Nicolas Chamfort I've swallowed that red pill But it is so hard to digest (internalize)...
People not only like to deceive others,
They also long (crave) to be deceived Even if you don't agree, assuming that, what should you do?
I expect nothing in this world
Nothing to expect If you expect something you're not disillusioned enough