The thing is...
that I can't be certain of anything...
The laziest way
Suicide is the laziest way of getting a perfect job done Although the laziest, it guarantees surefire execution of a perfect job Then, does it being lazy or not matter? Or, in some perspective, it could be said "The lazier, the better" because the least effort with a perfect result is the most ideal
Daydreaming
As we get older we stop daydreaming Why? Because we feel it useless, nothing contributable / applicable to real life, and "people" do not value it Basically, the society discourages daydreaming But I say otherwise Daydream, Daydream, Daydream! Bring the center back inside
The more I understand the world
The less I feel the necessity to further understand the world It's not because the less is left to be understood but because more I realize the world is not attractive / interesting enough to understand, wrestle with, and win through It's not worth it
In the middle of the blue
I wake up in the middle of the blue I don't remember how I got here I don't remember what I was doing I don't know where I'm heading What once was the whole world, the whole life breaks apart into pieces of memory and fades away into absolute oblivion
No need to fret
After waking up nobody dwells on the dream nobody gives it a third thought It is like wrestling with complex and insoluble problems in a dream
Being the creator
Being the artist Being the architect Being truly free Not relying on others (which include the past selves) Taking full responsibility for the art (for every strand of thought) Being based on one's own thoughts and facing ensuing consequences Taking a leap of courage As infants, we are creator, and artists As we grow, we stop creating and being artistic As we grow, we lose autonomy As we grow, we start relying on others and our past selves As we grow, we become afraid to use our brain As we grow, we become cowards As we grow, we choose to follow what others say with no certainty in mind over to think for ourselves and take full responsibility
How to interact with the illusioned
I know awakening is a grave sin as I wrote Then is letting them more illusioned the opposite of sin? Or more loosely, Is onlooking and playing along / matching with the illusion the right thing? The three above correspond to +, 0, - (not respective order), which means there is no other option (of course except not interacting in the first place) All the options unsettle me for now
Free
That not violating others' rights is a prerequisite for freedom How ironic that we accept that as the 'correct answer' and definition-like of freedom without realizing it is a compromise to maintain society against our own first-class thoughts
Everland
It's not Neverland It's Everland