Nothing is fun

Nothing is fun Nothing is satisfactory Nothing makes me truly smile from the heart anymore How can there be a solution when I feel nothing is fun? Like no one can force you to enjoy a game when you yourself find it not interesting Therefore, no solution Meaningless, Meaningless, Meaningless! All the virtues, grace, "sublime and beauty", loftiness, nobleness, innocence, righteousness, glory, self-sacrifice, loyalty, fidelity, love Is there any one single thing in the world worth being pursued seriously? Is there any one single thing among those above that is true to its concept and manifests itself being intact in real life? Now that I've come to realize that those (mentioned above, that used to inspire me, and has inspired human beings since the beginning of humankind) are just illusions, It seems the best I can do is to come up with mini-games, which are inevitably completely meaningless and arbitrary at their core just like all things in the world, and play them over and over, until I die (Refer to my post titled "Endless mini-games") The problem is, how I can immerse myself in the mini-games, despite being aware that those are meaningless For now, it seems impossible Even if I find the way, it is just a 'cope' at best Therefore, no fundamental solution Once disillusioned, there is no escape, no solution All I can feel is sadness these days