Brain getting dull
But it doesn't matter because there's nothing meaningful in this world "Nothing in mortal life is worthy of great concern" - Plato Only the illusioned (almost all people) chase after or admire energetic activities (physically or mentally) Why do you torture your poor mind (reason) when you finally get nothing meaningful in return 1. You are so illusioned that you think you'll get something meaningful 2. Torturing the poor mind or not doesn't matter so you choose to torture anyway (being aware that nothing is meaningful and nothing matters)