Standing straight
is the most hardest thing when the whole world is against you, has deceived you the whole life, when literally not a single one, including ones living somewhere in the world you've never met, including ones who existed and will exist, can relate to you, therefore when you have to write and create your own world from scratch, when you have to leave the world you've known the entire life, the memories, all the once "beautiful" stuffs behind Standing straight requires god